Pandora's Box

eireannach @ 2008-01-25T14:07:00

2008-01-25T20:44:38Z

Okay, so an update is in order.

1. Living in KC full time now, living with folks in Liberty. Nice new place, nice area.

2. Dropped Latin, so I'm gonna have to take another language. Anything but Spanish I'm thinking, any suggestions are appreciated.

3. Stephen and Cari are in the middle of a divorce. Steve's got a new 25 year old girlfriend who has a 2 year old daughter. The new girl wants to get married this year, we don't know how Steve feels about it yet.

4. I've fallen in love with The Office. I know, I'm a little behind.

5. This year I'm taking: English Medieval History (Dr. Falls!!! Yay!), Political Science, English 110, Theater Appreciation, and Intro to Film and Media production (this class starts at 6:00 pm and gets out at 9:30 pm, yes the school has fucked with me again but I still love it.)

6. Currently playing Arillius over at InsaneJournal, soon to be in another made by my new friend Ashley. I've also got my own InsaneJournal so I might post a link too.

7. My laptop kicks ass, the dvd burner is a godsend and the demo of Final Cut is fantastic. Expect more vids soon! I will soon own a Duke Special CD and am ordering John Barrowman's album so my music vids will be better.

8. My biological parents never got divorced, David and Joanne, it's probably because of my brother Shawn. Oh, and I found out my family has a great history of mental illness, apparently my biological mother and grandmother are both crazy. Joy to me.

9. Lost five pounds so far this month, not bad for January.

That is mostly all.

Age of Consent

2007-12-12T23:14:49Z

Won't you please let me go
These words lie inside they hurt me so
And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what I want to do
I'm not the kind that needs to tell you
Just what you want me to

I saw you this morning
I thought that you might like to know
I received your message in full a few days ago
I understood every word that it said
And now that I've actually heard it
You're going to regret

And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what you want me to
You're not the kind that needs to tell me
About the birds and the bees

Do you find this happens all the time
Crucial point one day becomes a crime
And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what I want to do
I'm not the kind that needs to tell you

I've lost you

eireannach @ 2007-11-25T20:35:00

2007-11-26T02:47:14Z

I just found out my brother has been cheating on my sister-in-law.

For those of you who know how much I adore my sister-in-law I'm sure you can imagine how I am feeling right now. Why she hasn't left him before I have no idea, but if she doesn't leave him now she is an idiot.

I need my own place, close to campus and away from my family. I hardly ever get really angry, but when I see the way he treats her and now that he's done this to her I have grown to hate him. Not that I ever had any sort of respect for him, but now really do loath him.

I know I would not shed a tear if he were to die, I've never felt close to any of my family, him least of all. And sure, I know I sound like some whiny little bitch, but I cannot stand any of them any longer.

eireannach @ 2007-10-07T20:29:00

2007-10-08T01:43:52Z

As some of you may know I dislike my birthday. I don't care about growing older, at my age it doesn't really make a difference, but I can't stand all of that other stuff. I don't like all the insincere wishes, the 'do something special' urging from others, the occasional singing.

I just want this day to end.

Update

2007-09-25T23:25:30Z

Alright, so I've been here in Kc for a month now and I have to say I've quickly adjusted. Back home doesn't feel like home anymore, not that I don't miss mom and S, but I don't really feel like I fit in any longer.

Ha, like I ever fit in.

I guess I'm trying to say I've changed and it feels like it's for the better. Public Speaking is a real bitch though, so is Latin grammar, too bad PS is required for my major and it's too late to choose a different language.

Oh and I have a cell phone now. I know, I know I've railed against cell phones and honestly having one now only makes my thoughts about them stronger. They're useless, annoying and a real threat to traffic safety. Blah, blah, blah, yes, I've said it all before.

Been looking for a new RP group lately with no luck. Everything seems like HP now and I can't stand it, I'd make my own but you all know how sucky of a mod I really am.

Oh well...

eireannach @ 2007-03-28T23:24:00

2007-03-29T04:25:16Z

CARDS WIN!!!!!

2006-10-28T03:51:18Z

"GO CRAZY FOLKS, GO CRAZY!!!!"

CARDINALS WIN WORLD SERIES!!!!!

CARDS WIN!!!!!

2006-10-27T04:15:07Z

Just 1 more game to go!

GO CARDS!!!

CARDS WIN!!!!!

2006-10-25T03:46:06Z

Cards win game 3

Current score: 2:1

Take that Detroit!

1:1

2006-10-23T03:23:10Z

Cardinals lose game two.

Current score: 1 to 1.

CARDS WIN!!!!!

2006-10-22T03:42:53Z

Cardinals win series game 1

Fox is still shocked

Liberal ignorant dumb asses

CARDS WIN!!!!!

2006-10-20T04:24:31Z

Two-run homer in ninth puts away Mets in Game 7 of NLCS

By Matthew Leach / MLB.com

NEW YORK -- As went the regular season, so went the National League Championship Series, so went the ninth inning of Game 7. The Cardinals have taken their time to close things out all season, but they've gotten it done every time.

Adam Wainwright struck out Carlos Beltran with the bases loaded in the bottom of the ninth inning, securing a 3-1 win for St. Louis over the Mets on Thursday.

After Scott Rolen was victimized in the sixth by a stunning homer-saving catch from lefty fielder Endy Chavez, Yadier Molina hit a game-winning two-run homer off Aaron Heilman in the top of the ninth inning. Molina's homer went to virtually the same part of the ballpark as Rolen's near-miss, just a bit farther.

The Cardinals will play the American League champion Tigers in the World Series beginning on Saturday night in Detroit.

Molina's homer followed a tremendous at-bat by Rolen in which the third baseman, who struggled for most of the series, recovered from an 0-2 hole to single to left field. Molina, moved up to the seventh spot in the order for Game 7, brought himself and Rolen home with the biggest hit of his career.

St. Louis advances to its second World Series in three years thanks in large part to the bat of its young catcher. Molina tallied eight hits, two homers and six RBIs in the series.

The Cardinals won their 17th pennant in franchise history by gutting out a difficult series against the NL's best regular-season team. They became the first Major League team since 1975 to win a series after losing Game 6 on the road.

They did it by striking yet another blow to the Mets' bullpen, considered one of the team's greatest strengths and most pronounced advantages entering the series. The St. Louis bullpen, meanwhile, locked down once again.

Randy Flores picked up the victory for a three-up, three-down showing after Jeff Suppan issued a leadoff walk in the eighth.

Suppan did not figure in the decision, but he certainly factored in the victory. Following up his Game 7 win in 2004, the right-hander pitched seven brilliant innings, allowing a run on two hits -- and no base hits after the first inning.

A two-out flurry got New York ahead in its first turn at-bat, but the Cardinals responded with a critical run in the next half-inning. After singles by Jim Edmonds and Molina, Ronnie Belliard pushed a bunt to the right side that scored Edmonds to tie the game.

Suppan set down the first two Mets on groundouts in the first, but Beltran poked a double down the third-base line to give New York its first baserunner. Carlos Delgado walked, and David Wright dropped a perfectly placed bloop single into shallow right field for a 1-0 Mets lead.

From there, the right-hander was outstanding, not allowing so much as another hit. He was lifted after a leadoff walk to Beltran in the eighth.

(Matthew Leach is a reporter for MLB.com. This story was not subject to the approval of Major League Baseball or its clubs.)

Stuff

2006-10-12T00:08:27Z

That's how I kinda felt today, I suppose it's how insane our culture has become.

Now for something completely different...

Days like this, I don't know what to do with myself
All day and all night
I wander the halls along the walls and under my breath
I say to myself
I need fuel to take flight

And there's too much going on
But it's calm under the waves, in the blue of my oblivion
Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion

Is that why they call me a sullen girl, sullen girl
They don't know I used to sail the deep and tranquil sea
But he washed me shore and he took my pearl
And left an empty shell of me

And there's too much going on
But it's calm under the waves in the blue of my oblivion
Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion
Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion
It's calm under the waves in the blue of my oblivion

eireannach @ 2006-02-22T21:59:00

2006-02-23T03:59:32Z

I was staring at the sky, just looking for a star
To pray on, or wish on, or something like that
I was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy
Whose reality I knew, was a hopeless to be had
But then the dove of hope began its downward slope
And I believed for a moment that my chances
Were approaching to be grabbed
But as it came down near, so did a weary tear
I thought it was a bird, but it was just a paper bag
Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
And I went crazy again today, looking for a strand to climb
Looking for a little hope
Baby said he couldn't stay, wouldn't put his lips to mine,
And a fail to kiss is a fail to cope
I said, 'Honey, I don't feel so good, don't feel justified
Come on put a little love here in my void,' he said
'It's all in your head,' and I said, 'So's everything'
But he didn't get it I thought he was a man
But he was just a little boy
Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love

eireannach @ 2005-11-17T19:29:00

2005-11-18T01:30:02Z

-Take and comment.
-Credit is optional.

Only 19 random bases

1.2.3.4. 5.6.7.8.9. 10.11.12.13. 14.15.16.17.18.19.

eireannach @ 2005-11-14T18:03:00

2005-11-15T00:04:02Z

Just five today, can you guess the theme? Ha ha.

eireannach @ 2005-10-20T19:49:00

2005-10-21T01:03:54Z

eireannach @ 2005-08-23T15:28:00

2005-08-23T20:28:22Z

She said life's a lot to think about sometimes
When you're living in between the lines
And all the stars they sparkle and shine everyday

He said life's so hard to move in sometimes
When it feels like I'm towin' the line
And no one even cares to ask me why I feel this way

I know you feel helpless now and I know you feel alone
That's the same road, the same road that I am on

He said life's a lot to think about sometimes
When you keep it all between the lines
Of everything I want and I want to find, one of these days

What you thought was real in life somehow steered you wrong
Now you just keep drivin' tryin' to find out where you belong

I know you feel helpless now and I know you feel alone
That's the same road, that same road that I am on

What you thought was real in life somehow steered you wrong
Now you just keep drivin' tryin' to find out where you belong

I know you feel helpless now and I know you feel alone
That's the same road, that same road that I am on

Stuff

2005-08-06T16:15:40Z

These are... well they're just some stuff I've been playing around with. I'd love comments, I'm still sort of new at icon making so I'd like ya to be honest if ya do comment.

eireannach @ 2005-08-03T23:24:00

2005-08-04T04:28:57Z

Bubsy "Bubs, Bear, Bubsy Bear" Brassfield

Born: June 13, 1988

Died: August 2, 2005

"The most beautiful, but ornery cat who ever lived. Good-bye, we'll miss you."

Rest in Peace

eireannach @ 2005-07-30T17:00:00

2005-07-30T22:00:52Z

"Cornflake Girl"

Never was a cornflake girl
Thought that was a good solution
Hanging with the raisin girls
She's gone to the other side
Givin us a yo heave ho
Things are getting kind of gross
And I go at sleepy time
This is not really happening
You bet your life it is

Peel out the watchword
Just peel out the watchword

She knows what's goin on
Seems we got a cheaper feel now
All the sweetcaze are gone
Gone to the other side
With my encyclopedia
They musta paid her a nice price
She's putting on her string bean love
This is not really happening
You bet your life it is

Peal our the watchword
Just peel out the watchword

Never was a cornflake girl
Thought that was a good solution

Rabbit where'd you put the keys girl
And the man with the golden gun thinks he knows so much
Thinks he knows so much
Rabbit where'd you put the keys girl

Cats

2005-06-25T20:19:02Z

I decided to make some bases of my cats, you can use them if you want, please just comment or credit

This is Dinah, she'll be two on September 23rd. A sweet, playful little cat, my baby. She's playing hide and seek in this picture.

This is Bubs, he's 17 two weeks ago. A lover but very grouchy, with beautiful blue eyes. He was licking my face (yes, mom tought him to do that) and sometimes he just lets his tongue hang out.

Icons

2005-05-27T00:21:06Z

eireannach @ 2005-05-25T10:47:00

2005-05-25T15:48:03Z

Star Wars Horoscope for Libra

You are on a lifelong pursuit of justice and determined to succeed.
You convey the art of persuasion through force.
You always display your supreme intelligence.
You have a great talent in obtaining balance between yourself and your surroundings.

Star wars character you are most like: Obi Wan Kenobie

What is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

Your Deadly Sins

Wrath: 80%

Pride: 60%

Sloth: 60%

Envy: 20%

Gluttony: 20%

Greed: 20%

Lust: 20%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 40%

You will die, after conquering the world as an evil dictator.

How Sinful Are You?

Your Political Profile

Overall: 85% Conservative, 15% Liberal

Social Issues: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal

Personal Responsibility: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal

Fiscal Issues: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal

Ethics: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal

Defense and Crime: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal

How Liberal / Conservative Are You?

Your Linguistic Profile:

75% General American English

15% Yankee

10% Dixie

0% Midwestern

0% Upper Midwestern

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

You scored as Colonel Potter. You're loyal, Your a horseman, and you're looked up to. You know you are a father figure to some people. You are more than up to the task, though.

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Colonel Potter

71%

BJ Hunnicut

68%

Hawkeye

54%

Radar O'Reilly

46%

Father Mulkayhe

46%

Charles Emerson Winchester III

39%

Max Klinger

32%

Margaret Houlihan

32%

Frank Burns

21%

Henry Blake

18%

What MASH character are you?
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You scored as The Phantom - The Phantom of the Opera. You’re the Phantom from The Phantom of the Opera! What a complex creature you are. A passionate being, you feel everything to such an intense degree, whether it’s love or hatred. You love art and music almost as much as that girl you’ve had your eye on. Be careful, though. If you don’t control yourself, that love could turn to dangerous obsession.

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The Phantom - The Phantom of the Opera

100%

Munkastrap - Cats

83%

Joe Gillis - Sunset Blvd.

67%

Jesus Christ - Jesus Christ Superstar

67%

Alex Dillingham - Aspects of Love

67%

Rusty - Starlight Express

58%

Che - Evita

36%

Joseph - Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat

Which Andrew Lloyd Webber Leading Man Are You?
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eireannach @ 2005-05-18T20:03:00

2005-05-19T01:03:48Z

Nihilist Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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You are a Ninja.
You are like a samurai gone bad. The good side
is no longer interesting you and feel that
darkness is where you belong. Though you may
think you are the evil one, you're not. Because
deep inside there is still that little glimpse
of who you once were. You don't like to
associate with people that much and keep away.
In your mind they are ignorant and not so
interesting anyway. That means you are a lonley
person who don't trust people, and you have
really no desire to do so either. Life is a big
pain and annoyance for you and you aren't quite
sure on how to handle it. Other people see you
as mysterious and secretive, and that is
probably right.

Main weapon: Daggers and throwing
stars
Quote: "I hate people. People make
me pro-nuclear" -Margaret Smith
Facial expression: Frown

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures + detailed answeres]
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Your wise quote is: "Reality bites with a
variety of sizes of teeth"(-Tony Follari)
As a person, you think life is just plain
painful, horrible and everything else you don't
like. Happy people confuse you. Alot. I mean,
why are they so happy anyway? You are depressed
and perhaps utterly alone and live life rather
montone. You feel there is no reason to really
be here and feel helpless.

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Men See You As Playful

Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate
You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys
You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities
Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!

How Do Men See You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
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You Belong in Rome

You're a big city girl with a small town heart

Which is why you're attracted to the romance of Rome

Strolling down picture perfect streets, cappuccino in hand

And gorgeous Italian men - could life get any better?

What City Do You Belong in? Take This Quiz :-)

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You Have Your PhD in Men

You understand men almost better than anyone.

You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.

Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.

How Well Do You Understand Men? Take This Quiz :-)

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