1. Living in KC full time now, living with folks in Liberty. Nice new place, nice area.
2. Dropped Latin, so I'm gonna have to take another language. Anything but Spanish I'm thinking, any suggestions are appreciated.
3. Stephen and Cari are in the middle of a divorce. Steve's got a new 25 year old girlfriend who has a 2 year old daughter. The new girl wants to get married this year, we don't know how Steve feels about it yet.
4. I've fallen in love with The Office. I know, I'm a little behind.
5. This year I'm taking: English Medieval History (Dr. Falls!!! Yay!), Political Science, English 110, Theater Appreciation, and Intro to Film and Media production (this class starts at 6:00 pm and gets out at 9:30 pm, yes the school has fucked with me again but I still love it.)
6. Currently playing Arillius over at InsaneJournal, soon to be in another made by my new friend Ashley. I've also got my own InsaneJournal so I might post a link too.
7. My laptop kicks ass, the dvd burner is a godsend and the demo of Final Cut is fantastic. Expect more vids soon! I will soon own a Duke Special CD and am ordering John Barrowman's album so my music vids will be better.
8. My biological parents never got divorced, David and Joanne, it's probably because of my brother Shawn. Oh, and I found out my family has a great history of mental illness, apparently my biological mother and grandmother are both crazy. Joy to me.
9. Lost five pounds so far this month, not bad for January.
That is mostly all.
These words lie inside they hurt me so
And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what I want to do
I'm not the kind that needs to tell you
Just what you want me to
I saw you this morning
I thought that you might like to know
I received your message in full a few days ago
I understood every word that it said
And now that I've actually heard it
You're going to regret
And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what you want me to
You're not the kind that needs to tell me
About the birds and the bees
Do you find this happens all the time
Crucial point one day becomes a crime
And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what I want to do
I'm not the kind that needs to tell you
I've lost you
- Mood:
apathetic - Music:Age of Consent - New Order
For those of you who know how much I adore my sister-in-law I'm sure you can imagine how I am feeling right now. Why she hasn't left him before I have no idea, but if she doesn't leave him now she is an idiot.
I need my own place, close to campus and away from my family. I hardly ever get really angry, but when I see the way he treats her and now that he's done this to her I have grown to hate him. Not that I ever had any sort of respect for him, but now really do loath him.
I know I would not shed a tear if he were to die, I've never felt close to any of my family, him least of all. And sure, I know I sound like some whiny little bitch, but I cannot stand any of them any longer.
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angry
I just want this day to end.
Ha, like I ever fit in.
I guess I'm trying to say I've changed and it feels like it's for the better. Public Speaking is a real bitch though, so is Latin grammar, too bad PS is required for my major and it's too late to choose a different language.
Oh and I have a cell phone now. I know, I know I've railed against cell phones and honestly having one now only makes my thoughts about them stronger. They're useless, annoying and a real threat to traffic safety. Blah, blah, blah, yes, I've said it all before.
Been looking for a new RP group lately with no luck. Everything seems like HP now and I can't stand it, I'd make my own but you all know how sucky of a mod I really am.
Oh well...
- Mood:
pensive - Music:Avatar: The Last Airbender, Book 3 Chapter 1 (Aang has hair!)
CARDINALS WIN WORLD SERIES!!!!!
GO CARDS!!!
Current score: 2:1
Take that Detroit!
Cardinals lose game two.
Current score: 1 to 1.
Cardinals win series game 1
Fox is still shocked
Liberal ignorant dumb asses
NEW YORK -- As went the regular season, so went the National League Championship Series, so went the ninth inning of Game 7. The Cardinals have taken their time to close things out all season, but they've gotten it done every time.
Adam Wainwright struck out Carlos Beltran with the bases loaded in the bottom of the ninth inning, securing a 3-1 win for St. Louis over the Mets on Thursday.
After Scott Rolen was victimized in the sixth by a stunning homer-saving catch from lefty fielder Endy Chavez, Yadier Molina hit a game-winning two-run homer off Aaron Heilman in the top of the ninth inning. Molina's homer went to virtually the same part of the ballpark as Rolen's near-miss, just a bit farther.
The Cardinals will play the American League champion Tigers in the World Series beginning on Saturday night in Detroit.
Molina's homer followed a tremendous at-bat by Rolen in which the third baseman, who struggled for most of the series, recovered from an 0-2 hole to single to left field. Molina, moved up to the seventh spot in the order for Game 7, brought himself and Rolen home with the biggest hit of his career.
St. Louis advances to its second World Series in three years thanks in large part to the bat of its young catcher. Molina tallied eight hits, two homers and six RBIs in the series.
The Cardinals won their 17th pennant in franchise history by gutting out a difficult series against the NL's best regular-season team. They became the first Major League team since 1975 to win a series after losing Game 6 on the road.
They did it by striking yet another blow to the Mets' bullpen, considered one of the team's greatest strengths and most pronounced advantages entering the series. The St. Louis bullpen, meanwhile, locked down once again.
Randy Flores picked up the victory for a three-up, three-down showing after Jeff Suppan issued a leadoff walk in the eighth.
Suppan did not figure in the decision, but he certainly factored in the victory. Following up his Game 7 win in 2004, the right-hander pitched seven brilliant innings, allowing a run on two hits -- and no base hits after the first inning.
A two-out flurry got New York ahead in its first turn at-bat, but the Cardinals responded with a critical run in the next half-inning. After singles by Jim Edmonds and Molina, Ronnie Belliard pushed a bunt to the right side that scored Edmonds to tie the game.
Suppan set down the first two Mets on groundouts in the first, but Beltran poked a double down the third-base line to give New York its first baserunner. Carlos Delgado walked, and David Wright dropped a perfectly placed bloop single into shallow right field for a 1-0 Mets lead.
From there, the right-hander was outstanding, not allowing so much as another hit. He was lifted after a leadoff walk to Beltran in the eighth.
(Matthew Leach is a reporter for MLB.com. This story was not subject to the approval of Major League Baseball or its clubs.)
That's how I kinda felt today, I suppose it's how insane our culture has become.
Now for something completely different...
Days like this, I don't know what to do with myself
All day and all night
I wander the halls along the walls and under my breath
I say to myself
I need fuel to take flight
And there's too much going on
But it's calm under the waves, in the blue of my oblivion
Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion
Is that why they call me a sullen girl, sullen girl
They don't know I used to sail the deep and tranquil sea
But he washed me shore and he took my pearl
And left an empty shell of me
And there's too much going on
But it's calm under the waves in the blue of my oblivion
Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion
Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion
It's calm under the waves in the blue of my oblivion
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:Shadow Boxer - Fiona Apple
To pray on, or wish on, or something like that
I was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy
Whose reality I knew, was a hopeless to be had
But then the dove of hope began its downward slope
And I believed for a moment that my chances
Were approaching to be grabbed
But as it came down near, so did a weary tear
I thought it was a bird, but it was just a paper bag
Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
And I went crazy again today, looking for a strand to climb
Looking for a little hope
Baby said he couldn't stay, wouldn't put his lips to mine,
And a fail to kiss is a fail to cope
I said, 'Honey, I don't feel so good, don't feel justified
Come on put a little love here in my void,' he said
'It's all in your head,' and I said, 'So's everything'
But he didn't get it I thought he was a man
But he was just a little boy
Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
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When you're living in between the lines
And all the stars they sparkle and shine everyday
He said life's so hard to move in sometimes
When it feels like I'm towin' the line
And no one even cares to ask me why I feel this way
I know you feel helpless now and I know you feel alone
That's the same road, the same road that I am on
He said life's a lot to think about sometimes
When you keep it all between the lines
Of everything I want and I want to find, one of these days
What you thought was real in life somehow steered you wrong
Now you just keep drivin' tryin' to find out where you belong
I know you feel helpless now and I know you feel alone
That's the same road, that same road that I am on
What you thought was real in life somehow steered you wrong
Now you just keep drivin' tryin' to find out where you belong
I know you feel helpless now and I know you feel alone
That's the same road, that same road that I am on
- Mood:
artistic
Bubsy "Bubs, Bear, Bubsy Bear" Brassfield
Born: June 13, 1988
Died: August 2, 2005
"The most beautiful, but ornery cat who ever lived. Good-bye, we'll miss you."
Rest in Peace
- Mood:
sad
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